butterflies

man, depression is kicking in hard. it rained today.. and i had the most whacked dream but its not as whacked as the dream my guy friend had. he had a dream that he got head.. FROM ANOTHER GUY! ROFL mehs there was another part to it but i forgot. /sighs the rain makes me feel ten times more lazy than i already feel. i hate it when everyone around you is smiling and is all joyful, yet you have NOTHING to be joyful about. you cant laugh cus you dont find anything funny, and you cant talk to anyone cus they're all off in their own world. gosh, it feels like the right time to find a shovel and dig a hole.. and bury myself in it D: i needed comfort food today; 2 chuppa chups, 4 coffee lollies, 2 glasses of lemon juice, 2 pandan buns (these killeh sweet buns), half a whopper and 3 cupcakes! horrible.

made cupcakes with the younger cousins, they looked a tad mehs but they were pretty killeh! :)

one week of holidays have past, and i have dont JACKSHIT. /sighs time to find something to do! =\

you know you love me, xoxo