just set them up to knock them down

i think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
now, l-o-v-e's just another word i never learned to pronounce
3OH!3 ft. Katy Perry - StarStrukk

sorry for the absence douche-and-goob-readers :) ive been.. in la la land and havent been able to glue my head back onto my neck just right. haha yeah i didnt understand any of that either :P one-quater of my holidays have just passed and i've done nothing, cept for picking tomatoes and running around with my beloved dog, Bubbie :D

we went for a run on tuesday arvo and we got chased by the neighbour's German Sheperd ==' later on, on the run we found a lizard and a snake D: freshly ran over by passing vehicles ;D ;D thank goodness. i love reptiles.. but if theyre stray and theyre in the wild. NO EFFIN WAY WILL I KNOW WHAT TO DO! ==' LOL 

btw, i had a dream abt Bubbie the other day. in my dream, Bubbie gave birth to 4.. HUSKIESS! they were cute and fluffy like little bunny rabbits. odd thing is that.. BUBBIE'S A BOY! LOLOL horrible

last week i donated blood to the Australian Red Cross. it went pretty swell for me considering i was a first timer. the lady stuck the needle into my left arm but couldnt fidn the vein so she tried the right arm. BAMS! blood shot into the needle, through the tube and into the bag. 500ml OF PURE VEE-BLOOD IN 7MINS AND 11 SECS BABY! MUAHAHAH. other donors had to sit there for 10-15 mins. one of the nurses dropped one of the donor's blood and it spilled on the floor ==' and another donor fainted after donating. i reckon it's fair easy and more people should get involved :) it feels awesome to know that your 500mls can make a huge difference towards someone elses life (Y)

holidays are kind of depressing. theres nothing to do and no where to go and no money to spend! LOL went shopping on tuesday and two girls got busted for stealing. goshhh.. the things that people do. it was VALLEYGIRL for peep's sake, oh wells. whatever floats their boat :D have been watching Tranformers 2 nearly EVERY SINGLE DAY due to my nephew and Coraline nearly EVERY SECOND DAY due to my neice :) /shakes

party like a rockstar, xoxo

ps: my brother just did the most disgusting thing ever; he was sitting topless on the chair, raised his arm, picked at his armpit hairs and .. wait for it.. SNIFFED HIS FINGERS! D: D: 

my smile is tattooed

mehs. weekends didnt start off so well, and yeah i do count Friday as a part of the weekends. i usually love Fridays but last Friday was the most homo-est day that i've ever experienced.

DID YOU JUST SHOVE A HANDFUL OF LAXATIVES UP YOUR ASS? WHY THE FUCK IS THERE SO MUCH SHIT COMING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH!?

have you ever been the subject of a bitch fest? when a certain group of people have nothing positive to say about you behind your back? and mostly when those who have said negative things happen to be your so called 'friends'? haha. the life of a girl, i guess. being a girl is probably the most painfullest thing ever. being a girl, you get exposed to all sorts of negative bullshit in the world. nothing's ever fair, but i do believe.. life's too short to be worrying abt the people who bitch about you. agree or disagree? LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. 

Friday arvo, i attened my school's Visual Arts Showcase. the work was fair good and i could sense there was a lot of competition. but but.. GUESS WHO WON FIRST PLACE FOR SENIOR ART ANNDDD DESIGN?! /grins. HAHA! it was pretty shocking, honestly.. i didn't think i would win anything that night. but GYEAH BABY! ;D ;D prize? 2 20$ vouchers to Angus and Robertson.. which is kind of inconvienient because i dont exactly buy books.. nor read! might use it to buy the hardcorver set of the Twilight Saga! ROFL 

Friday night i went to see Adelaide United vs. Melbourne Victory with some friends from another school. it was my first time, overall.. i dont even follow soccer/football or any sport at all! i got pulled into this outta random. it was fun though, something new.. a little strange but still civilised ==' LOL Melb. Victory won by 2-0. my friends went for Melb. so i just joined in /shrugs we stood right at the front of the stand so the view was fair good but it sucked because everytime Melb. scored a goal, all the men ripped off their tops and went wild.. there were snail trails and beer everywhere D: oh and GUESS WHAT!? i'm in the game's youtube clip :) /proud face. HAHAHAHA! hell funny shit, my friend pointed it out. i wore a fluoro orange shirt (Y)  

the chants were incredibly strange but bloody catchy! LOL TITS OUT FOR THE BOYS! SAY TITS OUT FOR THE BOYS! JUMP FOR MELBOURNE VICTORY, OLE OLE! FUCK OFF UNITED! /CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP and then there was this long one about your mom's your dad and your dad's your mom and something something Adelaide scums /shrugs 

oh yeah. my art assignment for the past term. we've been carving out this hebrew stone thing. theme: mother and child. mehs my sculpture cracked and pieces broke off many times.. PVA glue has been my saviour. gosh i hate 3D work! lol note: my eyes are gone! LOL

party like a rockstar, xoxo

dance like there's nothing wrong

setting up for the Visual Arts Showcase which is taking place on Friday :)

my mind has been a tad blurry. i find myself extremely tired and lazy these days. weather has been horrible, some days the sun would be out and everything would be lit with the sunlight and then theres days like today, where the sun would be covered by the thick grey clouds and water droplets would fall. eugh 

have you ever sat down and reflected abt what you've done during the past few years? have you realised all the mistakes you've made and all the people you've hurt along the way? yeah although it is true, live life with no regrets and maybe it is true that whatever that you've done in the past few years, made who you are today. do you ever wish that you could turn back time and fix everything that went wrong? whatever comes around, goes around and everything does happen for a reason. whatever that happens in our lives sometimes just doesnt make sense. /shakes 

party like a rockstar, xoxo 

in the night i here them talk, the coldest story ever told

m-m-m-moooooonnnndays!

today felt like it was never going to end, overall today felt like an odd day. i left the house in the morning, shutting the door behind myself feeling as though today was a completely wrong day to be going to school. i paused and was about to turn back and return to my beloved bed but mehs, i didnt have the keys to the house, so fuck that idea ==' 

weekend was devo. didnt end up going to the show :( devo, yeahs. i guess i'm in the progress of saving. LOL @ THAT IDEA! i'm hopeless ==' Hieu went to the show too, but she couldnt get me my Transformers showbag, DOUBLE DEVO! oh wells. next year, i shall go all out ;D

there was a terrible fire today located in the north of Adelaide at the Kilburn Plastic Factory. IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING! i saw the flames.. AND THE JET BLACK SMOKE! ZOMG. it looked like a mushroom cloud. i felt like i was in a Transformers movie! i was expecting Optimus Prime to come out of the bushes and do somethign cool to save little Adelaide! ROFL. yeahh.. i watched Transformers 2 before i saw the flames! LOL i tried to take a picture of the smoke that came from the fire, FAIL. my photo looks like a tornado D: 

picture: Tait Schmaal

last wednesday my school gave us the day off for the show. Julie, Hieu and i ft. Nancy hanged out in town and did a little bit of shopping. we tried on strange dresses; Hieu picked out this navy blue bathing-suit material hugging dress which had rows of peacock-like feathers on the bottom, OH IT WAS GORGEOUS ==' LOL  it fitted well and looked actually decent, but it kept riding up and everytime i tried to pull it down, some of the feathers would come off D: there was weathers everywhere! i took the wrong size for that dress and didnt realised until i had stripped down to my undies, so i quickly put on my shorts and tee and rushed outside to get the size ten. on my way out this girl gave me the most uneasiest look ever. i grabbed my size and went back to my changeroom.. 

vee: OH NO WONDER WHY THAT GIRL OUTSIDE WAS GIVING ME WEIRD LOOKS! 
hieu: .. why? D: 
vee: I FORGOT TO DO MY FLY @__________@" 
hieu: ROFLMFAO ;D ;D 

Julie, Hieu and i also tried on the same dress in the Whistles cuz coincidently, they had three left, all in our sizes! /giggle we saw Hieu's boobie! LOLOL i bought a jacket from there.. with Hieu's help! LOL cheers babe :) Shakuhachi military jacket ~ 

after Julie left, Hieu and i went to Bardot to try on more clothes. this got a bit outta hand! LOL the task was to pick out outfits for each other. too bad we couldnt get a picture of the tiedyed dress and pink/purple gypsy pants but we did get a picture of the playsuit thing. it felt extremely awkward to walk around in it! but it was KELLAHHH ;D 

other than that. i've had these crazy ideas for my room, since im not allowed to paint the section of the wall behind my door, i'm gonna stick more shit on it. inspirational stuff (Y) and probs more photos! LOL im not going to take the guest room. i really really really hate the curtains and the amount of space! i can fit a bloody lounge in there! and i dont think my sister in law's sister is going to take it either, she has a single bed atm. imagine that; a single bed in a 5mx5m room.. and to add on, she's really scared of 'ghosts' and cnt stand the walk in wardrobe! lol what a waste of a room aye? haha :P

woooooo! i get out at 12.30pm tomorrow ;D i love my frees (Y)

i miss you, you're never around anymore.. i'm suffocating.

party like a rockstar, xoxo

you are my sunshine, after the rain

"make poverty history."

today my brother intro'd his muslim friend to the family. his friend (which i forgot his name cuz it was soo whack!) was ranting on abt how he hasnt ate anything because he's been fasting due to Ramadan. i explained it back to my family, explaining how Ramadan works..

vee: muslims starve during the day and once the suns down, they can eat. something like that..
dad: soo.. HE'S A VAMPIRE?! D:

mmms, dont have school tomorrow :) thast fair good. i think im going to cut my hair tomorrow morning and make a phone call. my mood's fair mellow and i need a tan ~ sizzle sizzle. i havnt been feeling like my usual self lately, i wanna go back to the way i was but these days, it just seems like thats too energy consuming! arghs, WHATS THE MATTER WITH ME?

just watched Dance Flick, it's not that great of a movie, but if you get your hands on it, do watch it. its one of them.. 'watch it, you wont regret it' movies! LOL fair lame though.  

i've just been offered my brother's room upstairs, which is the guest room of the house. its a very hard decision though, cuz if i pass on this golden ticket.. it goes to my sister in laws sister.. which is kind of a waste of a room =\ list of pro's and con's of my bedroom atm and the guest room.

MY BEDROOM
PRO: good view from my window, sunrise (Y)
PRO: gets a lot of sunlight
PRO: has wooden shutters/blinds
PRO: my pet spider lives outside my window! LOL
PRO: build in wardrobe (which i really like cuz i can see everything)
PRO: is located in the back corner of the house so not much noise can be heard
PRO: in line with the stairs so easy acess ;D
PRO: doesnt take very long for the heater to heat up the entire room
CON: kind of small; approx 3.5x4.5m?
CON: people walk pass my room to get to the bathroom (annoying when the door is open) 
CON: has limited wall space for photos

THE GUEST ROOM
PRO: its the guest room man! LOL
PRO: fair big; 5x5ms
PRO: walk in wardrobe (which is kind of a CON for me cuz i wont be able to see my stuff)
PRO: at the front of the house, therefore.. MASSIVE WINDOW! 
PRO: has bigger wall space
PRO: easier acess to the bathroom
PRO: next to the balcony
CON: more colder, due to being next tot he bathroom, having a big window and being next to the balcony! LOL
CON: ewww curtains =='
CON: directly above the master bedroom (oldest brother and sister in law), therefore.. EVERYTHING can be heard D: everything that goes on downstairs.. ==' (this should be 3 CONs) /cringe 
CON: privacy is limited as there are two doors (the main one and one which leads to the bathroom) 
CON: takes a while for the heater to heat up the entire room as the area is big
CON: not a nice view from the window

DECISION DECISON DECISION! EUGH.

party like a rockstar, xoxo

it's like that and that's the way it is.. HUH!

first of all, HAPPY MOTHERFUCKN BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BROTHER ;D he went to pick me up from tutoring early today and my tutor gave him 50$ bucks for his birthday. lucky mofo! 

well it's all planned out. ROYAL ADELAIDE SHOW ON SATURDAY BITCHES! LOL going to stock up on energy drinks and try to enjoy the last 3 hrs of the show ;D im starting to feel the show mood! hopefully it comes back to me next yr.. this yr the feeling lagged D: nts: eat breakfast and lunch! last yr i got soo excited that i forgot to eat. i got owned after like.. 3 rides =\ IT WAS HORRIBLE! 

btw, hope ya'll had an awesome fathers day. i got my father drunk (Y) sent him home and mom called me 2 hrs later raging on about how my father's an annoying drunk! LOL ;D ;D he's a funny bloke when he gets drunk. i wont retell the stories, its one of them 'you had to be there moments' ;D

i usually hate mondays. but today was actually aye okay :) only two more days of school left for this week fuckerrsss! probs best week of the term. has anyone else noticed that .. THIS WEEK IS ALREADY WEEK 8!? ZOMG. the years coming to an end and i have not done anythign productive.. wasted like.. 3 months emo and probs still going. oh wells, i'm fair happy. finally have nooooooooo hwk :)

DO YOU FEEL LIKE A MAN, WHEN YOU PUSH HER AROUND? DO YOU FEEL BETTER NOW? SHW FALLS TO THE GROUND! - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus 

party like a rockstar, xoxo

motherchucker

so i spent the day at my mom's place. shes struck by the flu and i was there to rub in her face that i never get sick ;D ;D LOL this is what my mom did to me today:

• she asked me if i watched.. PORN! 

• she admitted that she hated my ex because he had stupid hair

• she tried to lie about the CONDOMS that i found in her drawer D: 

vee: MOM WHAT IS THIS! /points
mom: oo.. i.. um got them in a magazine!
vee: HOW COME I DONT GET ANY IN MY MAGAZINES!
mom: O____O ILL SUE THEM IF THEY GIVE IT OUT IN YOUR MAGAZINES!

• she killed a bug.. ON MY FACE! /slap

• she told me about the arranged marriage that she had set up for me with a family friend. (yeah she does this a lot. apparently im promised to another 1873872648175 people ==")

eugh. anyhoo, just did some oldschool google chroming and found backstage pictures of the Miu Miu Fall/Winter 2009 Collection. the photos look cool. i wanna work backstage of a fashion show one day (Y) hrms. beee killahh, maybe i can design Optimus Prime inspired suits! HOW MOTHERFOCKEN SICK IS THAT! RAHRAHRAH ;D 

oh btw. i tried but it wont come out. i tried to take photos of my purple hair but it wont come out. i'll try tomorrow in natural light ;D

party like a rockstar, xoxo

it's now or never

i dye my hair purple yesterday :) i got sick of my blonde so decided to DIY dye my hair. im pretty happy with the outcome :D i shall post pictures someday. my camera cord is somewheres and my laptop is dead =\

well i actually want to go to The Royal Adelaide Show now. but on the last day ~ i want the Transformers; Optimus Prime showbag ;D ;D i am upset that they dont have an Ice Age showbag. /shrugs the problem is that i need find someone to go with me.. besides mom. mom wants to spend more 'quality time together'. last time we did that, she tried to hook me up with this wog guy who buys her tomatoes /shakes

well the weekend is here. once again, i have nothing planned. Father's Day on sunday :) what did you guys get your daddies? my brothers and i are probably gonna take daddy out for dinner. he rather eats steak that open gifts! LOL im craving yumcha, AB and curry! ;D ;D ;D   

party like a rockstar, xoxo

hang my heart on the clothes line

first of all, GG TO THE ONES WHO GET HAYFEVER IN SPRING! LOL winter finally ended and the sun's out ;D the Royal Adelaide Show is starting this friday. and for the first time in many years, i dont think im gonna go this year. why? its sad, but i honestly do not have anyone to go with. oh, i feel lonely! (and Thuong, dw. i know you love me  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥ i love you long time) but i dont feel so bummed about it. for some reason this year, i wasnt as excited for it as i was last year :( 

well my nephew did the most horrible thing to me today. when i got home from my moms, i went straight upstairs to have a shower. my nephew was trying to call me down for dinner, but i couldnt hear him.. so he went upstairs. he looked for me and now, at the age of 2.. he can reach and turn door handles. so i was in the nude, in the shower cubical.. and my toddler nephew opens the door wide open and screams.. VEE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? D: 

been in a grumpy mood, havent exactly found the right person to talk to. pms ==' everything feels awkward and uneasy. i do wish everything went back to the way it was last year.. when there was less drama, more laughter and love all around. 

you know you love me, xoxo