say goodbye

Thank God it's friday! This week has flown by just like that, fair happy week :) Something awesome happened this week, well I think it's fair awesome. My beloved brother bought me a brand new laptop! and his girlfriend sent me her spare phone (which is like brand new) because my previous phone was lagging like a mofo. Yeah, you're probably thinking 'ew, a hand-me-down phone' lol Honestly, I dont care about technology. I use my technology until it breaks down! Hence my beaten up second generation Apple ipod nano :D If it still works fine, it s'all good (Y) My laptop was fair hobo; scratches everywhere, only had a 40GB ram! LOL, missing it's battery and was slooooooow D:

So technology update (Y)
- HP Pavilion dv6 Series Entertainment Notebook PC

- Sony Ericsson P1i


My goal for the week was to get to school on time.. FAIL WHALE! Hieu and I also received the role of being class captains, teacher threatened to take my badge away if I was to rock up to school late again ==" LOL This weekend's dedicated to Media Studies, English Communications and Design Graphics :(

Oh btw, the professional photos from formal arrived on thursday and a small number of the ones that 'didnt look formal enough' were posted on the website. Honestly, fair dodgey photography /shakes







Hope you have a great weekend :) xx

music is like magic

Procrastination kicks in hard and I now no longer give a fuck about my Media Studies assignment.. I have to come up with 1000 words on Japanese Horror/J-Horror! /shakes It has been almost 2hrs and I've came up with 58/1000 words ==" I started off on Word Document, then browsed the net for some info and BAMS! Google > Facebook > Ebay > more Facebook > online stores > random blogs. Screw school, I just want to sleep and play!

Seeyou later, fuckers :D xx

bust it.. BAYBAY!

Holidays ended beautifully, school started horribly and formal was incredible :) Everyone looked fucken gorgeous and the venue looked awesome. I was pretty happy with the outcome of my dress and my attempt to do my own makeup & hair. A letdown would've been the music, could not even dance to half of the songs D: By the end of the night, I left looking trashed, stains on my dress and my eye make-up disappeared! But oh wells, it was all worth it :D











Hope everyone has a lovely long weekend :) xx

you can be my runway model

Almost forgot, last Saturday some of the girls and I went bowling :D It was pretty fun, I got a strike (Y) I still believe Wii bowling is much more fun and easier as it's not heavy and it doesn't chip your nails. Not unless you play like my father and end up ditching the controller at the wall ==" LOL @ Uyen's name on the screen, the chick that put in our names spelt her name as Nyen! :D






Eww. Back to year 12 in a few more days =\ Gross!

Unimaginable Pain

Do you have full on manipulative parents? Parents who don't give a fuck about what really makes you happy? They think that whatever they do is considered as 'doing the right thing'. And even if they know you don't like it or that it upsets you, they automatically think that you'll get over it.

My mother killed apart of me last night, a part that won't come back to me until a very long time; my photo wall. God knows what my mother has against my wall. Those who have seen it may think it's just a random display of photos taken within the pass few years. To me, my wall is a part of my life. It holds both negative and positive memories, memories which replay in my head as soon as it is seen.. almost like a library? My own personal library. The only thing that was worth coming back to this place everyday was this wall. It doesn't matter if I may had a fight with a family member which resulted to screaming and tears or a shitty day at school, I always knew that my wall would always, 100% guaranteed be there for me.

I had to destroy a part of me in order to make my mother happy. This morning I woke up, turned to my wall and felt useless as warm tears rolled down my face.

You ain't gonna tie me down

Things I've done these holidays so far:
1. Spent easter with the mister and his family
2. Purchased a leather jacket and new tops
3. Developed an unconditional love for chocolate
4. Have found a tailor to make my formal dress :) overall cost: 310$ which is fair cheap for something custom made :D
5. Fought with my sister.. ALMOST EVERYDAY
6. Fought with my mother.. about my sister.. ALMOST EVERYDAY
7. Have made vague plans for next year; might move to Sydney
8. Cleaned the bathroom
9. Attempted to make a start on design assignment
10. Properly watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Voldemort sounds like a queer, I reckon he kind of looks like Sheldon from Big Bang Theory!
11. Called Uyen for a little chitchat ;) Her phone ended up dying and she talked to herself for a good ten minutes LOL
12. Holiday diet: instant noodles or easy mac =="
13. Have watched half of the 1 Litre of Tears series.. IT'S SOOO FUCKN SAD! :(

Things to do these holidays:
1. English, Media, Design and Graphics Design assignments
2. Hunt for shoes and clutch for formal
3. Hair extensions, spray tan and nails for formal
4. Clean bedroom =="
5. Shop for essentials, Priceline :D
6. Get my L's
7. Bowling!
8. Yumcha
9. Collect formal dress from the tailors on the 20th, 3 days before the big night
10. Movies with the mister
11. Hang out with the best friend
12. Donate blood :)

The sky is the limit

Sooo, holidays have came :) First term of my final year of highschool has been knocked down.. roughly about 2 more months to go? /sighs I'm not ready to leave highschool ==" Honestly, I'm hyped for the sleeping in and alarm-free mornings but mehs, the thought of holiday homework scares me D: and and formal shopping! :D Need to find a clutch and probably the right make-up. /sighs It all really depends on the dress though, hopefully everything will work out :(

Any major plans for the holidays?