we are who we are

ZOMG.
Yes I'm horrible and I apologize for my absence. Its been, what? One month? mmms well a lot has happened in the last month. My reason for my absence wasn't really due to not knowing what to blog about, trust me.. I had plenty to say. It was just a rough month with heaps of issues and all. They're starting to dim down now and holidays are just around the corner :D Just a few more days of school left and POW! THE PARTY DOESNT STOP. LOL

Sooo.. lets see. Remember them plush toys that I had to make for one of my practicals for Design? Well I made them and 2/3 of them look pretty awesome, I'm fair proud :) For my second practical, I created a beanbag. Sad thing was that it was rushed.. I made it the might before it was due.. so it didnt look that great. I did pull an all-nighter for that shit though. So both pracs best be getting me an A for Design! By the way, the bean bags a tad over-stuffed.. all for presentation purposes mmms




A lot of people really liked my plush toys and some were even interested in purchasing them. A teacher talked to me about actually making some and selling them at the markets along with her line of baby clothes. I wouldn't actually mind aye? They're a bit time consuming but I actually enjoyed making them. Of course my toys wouldnt even stand a chance with the other hand made products at the markets but mehs, I'm only 17, bitch. LOL I'm still thinking about the idea though

On the day that my Design assignment was due.. it was also Year12 Muck Up Day too! LOL So I all-nightered and rocked up to school at 6.30AM. I missed out on a lot considering everyone rocked up at like 5.30AM but oh wells. There was excessive amounts of glad wrap and sticky tape and was a bitch cleaning it up but it was nice seeing the school thrashed :) LOL



Another one of my major assignments that I actually liked was the dessert/cake task for Food&Hospitality. I decided to do something simple but tricky at the same time - a Rainbow Layered Cake. The downfall of it was that I had to rush the cake therefore half of the frosting melted because the cake did not have enough time to cool and that I broke and did not have enough of the chocolate sun rays for decoration. But I was soooo pleased with the outcome of the colours :) The taste of the cake was extremely sweet.. well for others anyways. I thought it was pretty alright LOL



The anal teacher end up saying that he was really impressed with my cake even though it wasn't his type of cake, he was still very impressed :) That's all that matters really haha my written work for this task was shit though, I rushed it so badly!

Hrms, I had a lot more to write in this blog post but I've totally blanked out. To end this post I shall mention 5 things that I really want right now :D
1. A PUG PUPPY!

They're so cute.. and ugly at the same time! LOL

2. A TATTOO



I really want "Carpe Diem" on my wrist and maybe something on my lower back. My boyfriend got our nicknames in Japanese tattoo'd on his upper back recently, it looks cartoon-ish but I like it :) I also want something in roman numerals too.. hrms. My mother's gonna kill me though /sighs

3. SHAKUHACHI COLD AS ICE ONE SLEEVE TWISTED DRESS

Have not seen it instores in Adelaide :(

4. TARO BUBBLE TEA WITH JELLY

I'm freaken craving it so badly!

5. 25TH ANNIVERSARY SUPER MARIO BROS. DSi XL


Its Super Mario Bros and its red (Y) I'm waiting for the Nintendo DS 2 to be released too mmms it looks pretty slick :) I've always wanted a DS, just never really got around to getting one. Favourite games: Mario World and Bomberman ♥

Well that's all folks, catch ya later alligator xx

cooler than me

10 THINGS THAT ARE BUGGING ME AT THE MOMENT.

1. Broken promises. If you promise to do something or even just say you'll do something, fuckn do it. Actions Speak Louder Than Words.

2. Guys in uber tight skinny jeans. No offense to the girls who dig this style and guys who actually go with this style. Usually I believe that every style is unique but really? You really think guys who show off their twig-like legs in these skin-tight jeans attractive? Hrms.

3. Flies & Mosquitoes. The disadvantages of warmer weather :(

4. My driver instructor. Bitch stood me up, didn't pick up nor return my calls and has not bothered to contact me at all. He contacted my cousin and picks her up for her lessons.. yet he left me waiting for 1.5hrs the other day. WHAT IS THIS?!

5. Clogs. Enough said, they ugly. /shakes

6. Being broke. So many things to buy, soo less money in the purse! I never really liked shopping, finding clothes that fit me properly was a pain. But now that I have found clothes that fit me.. I have no mullah. lol

7. Girls who have a boyfriend but leave other guys on the hook. It's not fun, man. Hearts get broken into a thousand pieces and it's gonna take them ages to put the pieces back together. It's also a tad unfair for the boyfriend /shrugs Love Hurts.

8. Racist cunts. Honestly, there are lines that people cross. Some fuckers just go overboard. Yeah sure I'm racist at times, dissing my friends because they're a certain race.. but I know when to stop.

9. Judge mental people. If you don't know then just shut the fuck up. I hate people who call things 'shit' just because its different to what they're use to. Like the other day, some girls commented on the music that I listen to as 'shit asian music'. ITS FUCKN USHER, BITCH! Like what the fuck?

10. Haters. If you have a specific reason to hate someone.. then go ahead. But if youre gonna be hating on someone and not be able to come up with a reason, get a life babe. I got people hating on me because of who I'm dating now, I'm sick of it aye.

dance in the dark

People come and go throughout our lives, some enter without a warning and others exit louder than a Lady Gaga concert. Most leave an impression or a memory, some just leave with our time and effort that we'll never be able to get back. Some may come back and change our world, some may come back to cut us ever so deeply. But the best people in our lives are those who show up unexpectedly with a grin and a helping hand, those who can understand, and those who can give good hugs :)

you make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream

So I promised I would regularly post again, hrms.
It's easier said than done aye =="

Today the whole topic of relationships came up in class, we talked about what kind of guys we were drawn to and everything. I'm usually drawn to the 'sweet guys', the ones who would make me feel like I'm the only one for them rahrahrah. But what happens after? I get hurt. They usually start off all sweet, then the sweetness starts to fade and as soon as they get what they want, they turn bitter as fuck. So at the beginning of the year I decided to take a huge risk and went for a 'bad ass' ROFL He's rebellious, rude, loud, lazy and the complete opposite of me.. From that day on, I've never felt so alive. As corny as it may sound, my boyfriend's my rock ♥


Us 2.5 years ago :)

I do fear the whole 'spending too much time with the boyfriend and ditching your friends' situation, I'm pretty sure I do it sometimes without noticing. But I do try really hard to find time to balance friends, family and the mister. hrms

other than that, lessons in class have been spent very wisely (Y)






This week has gone by fast, hopefully the weekend shall be good :)
Once again, a pointless blog LOL xx

guess whose back, back again!

Yeah I've been away but I'm not dead lol Well this post is gonna be a long one, I don't exactly know what to write. Honestly, how the hell did I do it before. Like blogging was all I did before, now I'm hell slacking off! /sighs

ANYWHOOS! Let's see, its like midway through September now. Well I went to the Royal Adelaide Show yesterday (the last day) with the mister :) Usually I prefer going to the show in groups, more people is better but mehs it wasn't as bad. We just bummed around looking at random shizz in the hall thingys and played games lol the mister doesn't like rides, he got put off after watching Final Destination /shakes I made him watch the more extreme rides that I wanted to go on but he just started to sweat, grabbed onto his stomach and wanted to dry reach LOLOL!




I freaken got this toy thing from the show, I only bought it because it was only $15 bucks and and I THOUGHT IT WAS OPTIMUS PRIME, it wasn't. It was like this cheapo robot thing that LOOKED like Optimus! I swear on the box it looked soo real. And get this, the brand of the toy was called TRANSCEND! IN THE TRANSFORMERS FONT! MOTHERFLIPPIN'FUCKER. It was fun putting it together though.. I snapped off its left leg this morning ==" LOLOL I got my tub of fair floss aswell ♥ It's almost finished :(




On the other hand, I've been taking photos of food lately. Food that I find quite odd or that I've been eating LOL
1. MY MIGORENG + EGG + LETTUCE :)


2. PHO.. IN A CUP!


3. YIROS PIZZA! YUMM!


4. ASIAN GRAIN WAVES


5. MY VEGGIES WHEN WE RUN OUT OF BROCCOLI LOL


Also, I've been having driving lessons ROFL! Yeah thats right, my uncle got me a freaken instructor. I swear, every lesson the only thing his saying is 'SLOOOOOOWWWW DOWWWNNNNNNN!' I've had like 2 lessons, the first lesson I sped and rode up several curbs but the second lesson I got better :) I learnt how to change lanes, scariest fuck ever LOL I was driving at 60 and i sped so much when i was changing lanes that it hit 80 when i was on the next lane LOL oh man, talk about reckless driving. Soon I'm gonna be learning manual /shakes

Hrms, I also took a giant risk and got myself a pair of RUBI SHOES! No offense to anyone but honestly, I hate Rubi Shoes. They smell soo bad, the store makes me soo sick ==" But I must say, the styles and prices are fair good, its just the quality mmms. So I got a pair of the Arizona Boots in Chalk (military boots) for $49.95. I don't think I like them that much, my legs are too stumpy for them :( Times like this I envy them girls with the stick thin legs, boo!
COMFORT FACTOR: 3.5/5, kinda stiff but I guess you'd get used to it after
SIZING: 3/5, I'm an 8, which is usually a 39 but I had to get a 38 because the 39 was too big, but the 38 fits just right and it kinda feels uncomfy when walking. hrms
PRICE: 4/5, I originally wanted the GI JOE boots from Betts but was not willing to pay $100 for them even though they were so comfy. But yeah, for $50 thats alright (Y)
COLOUR: 3/5 it was either grey-chalkish or this white-bluish colour ==' I wanted black but no, they didnt have any. blehs


Overall, life's been treating me alright.
Homework's been piling up, these holidays are dedicated to my Design prac which i have not started on at all ==" TWO MORE WEEKS, MAYNE!
Yr12 jumper forms are due tomorrow, I think I'm gonna get 'PUMPKIN' as my nickname, I don't know what else to get hrms.

That's all folks, shall be posting more regularly now :) xx

no matter what i do ohh

HEY HEY! SOMETHING SICK JUST CAME UP!
Some friends and I were sitting around this morning and the idea of a SCAVENGER HUNT came up! PRETTY SICK AYE!? I think so :) For those who don't know what it is, it's pretty much like The Amazing Race.. kinda.

The aim of our game is that there will be a list of 50 things that we have to accomplish within the 4 hour mark. Think 4 hours is a long time? You don't know what I've prepared on this list, it's fair mind-blowing LOL Sound's fun, yes? I think so (Y) :D

Friends and I will be put into teams and we will be travelling by car all around Adelaide! Each team has to have a mixture of ladies and gents and will need to have some form of visual documentation eg. digital camera, with them for proof at the end.

There will be a BBQ at the end and losers will have to do something nasty.. we just haven't thought about it yet LOL :) I'm still coming up with the list of things to do and collect, anyone have any ideas?

Excited for the holidays.. but boo to all this homework that I'm swimming in zzz, xx

off the top of my head

1. Am really digging oldschool slow jams at the moment Bow Wow ft. Omarion - Let Me Hold You ♥ ♥ ♥
2. Didn't raise much for 40 Hour Famine this year, devo. But kudos to those who did :)
3. Is excited for the Royal Adelaide Show. Was heaps upset that I didn't get to go last year, boo.
4. 8 more weeks to finish my Design practicals, I better get started =="
5. I found my ipod! I thought I lost it but turns out, it was just under the couches at my aunty's house. Music is my Saviour!
6. I miss my old best friend and the people that were once in my life.
7. Really wants to do something with my room, I still need to find time to do what I wanted to do with my wall/blocked window. Hrms..
8. Gonna be able to donate blood soon :D
9. Did not go to school today. Once again, spent the day with the mister. Watched Sex in the City 2 and Killers. Both alright movies, could've been better though mmms
10. Drawing of my blog header from Michael, he's sooooo good 8)



In my arms, in my mind, all the time I wanna keep you right by my side til I die, I'm gonna hold you down, make sure everything is right with you. You can never go wrong if you let me hold you, xx

just the way you are

What my momma packs for me EVERY weekday in my 1998 lunch box LOL

1. in need of a job, badly
2. really really behind on homework, but can not seem to find the motivation to do it
3. is doing the 40hr famine at the moment
4. I WANT PHO AND YUMCHA SOOO BAD!
5. can not get enough of Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are ♥
6. wants to purchase some military boots
7. has sore teeth from braces :(
8. just spent the last 3 hours with my bestie, she's like a bro to me ♥
9. kinda excited to go to Uni next year, Industrial Design (Y)
10. is planning to go to melb with the bestie and the mister at the end of the year :D

catchupwitchulater, xx

you used to hold me

Been kind of tied down with so much homework lately, haven't had the time to blog. I'm kind of feeling a tad upset about myself, I really don't know how I got so behind with my school work zzz. So what's up? At the moment, I'm participating in the World Vision 40 Hour Famine. This year I'm giving up food and going on an all shorts policy - its cold and I'm willing to ditch my trackies, tights and jeans for the weekend :) However, I kind of feel mehs about it this year, I'm not excited for it like I was last year.. kind of sucks really. I haven't been that enthusiastic with collecting donations /sighs

I don't know, my moods a tad messed up at the moment. Have you ever gone through that? Like everything's fine.. but you just kind of feel sad deep down inside. I don't know, something's missing.. I feel kind of incomplete? mehs I'm just gonna end it here. Shall post a better post tomorrow :)

catchupwitchulater, xx

light it up like dynamite

Today was Friday the 13th mmms, I took some precaution and didn't go to school lol I swear, I have a bad feeling about them stairs that I take every morning to get to my homeroom D: They just look so freaken dangerous! Anyhoo, like every other day that I skipped school, I hung out with my beloved boyfriend.

I had a fair good day today :) The mister and I had a full lazy day, stayed in bed all morning watching Simpsons and taking turns falling asleep in each others arms (corny aye! /shakes lol) and then we got hungry to we went to the local supermarket and bought celery and peanut butter and ate that for lunch :D Doesn't sound very appealing does it? if you've never tried it, TRY IT! I guarantee you, you won't regret a thing. It'll taste weird at first.. but you'll get hooked. It was the first time eating it for my boyfriend, his facial reaction was hilarious at first.. then he pretty much finished off the jar of peanut butter!



After, we decided to go to Glenelg to get some gelati but when we got there, I had a craving for chips. We bought chips at Souvlaki Brothers, BEST CHIPS EVER! and and guess what? I LOST MY GLENELG JETTY WALK VIRGINITY! Chyeah, the mister called it that. I've never actually set foot on the Glenelg jetty before so today I did it today, shocking aye? crazy. LOL Then we went to town and just stayed around there, shopped and just walked around. Caught up with my wonderful bestfriend and did more shopping.. window shopping. I'm broke as a joke at the moment, NINJA NEEDS TO FIND A FREAKEN JOB! :(

Overall, I had a fair chilled day. I havent had such a good day since ages, probs sound corny and gonna make you wanna puke but it was all thanks to my boyfriend ♥



That's all I really wanted to share today, kinda pointless but yeah LOL xx

we won't hear a word they say

I want change but I like consistency.
I dream for adventure but I can not be fucked moving.
I adore your smile but lately I don't get to see it often.
I need more time but I always waste it.
I get lost in the music but in your arms is where I belong.

THROW IT AWAY, FORGET YESTERDAY.
WE'LL MAKE THE GREAT ESCAPE.

ninja please!

I'm really sorry for the lack of posting. Been hell tired and just uninspired to blog, hrms. Well let's see, I had Uyen&Nhee's birthday party last saturday and Karina King's birthday last night. Both very chilled nights :) And during the week, I barely went to school. I skipped school on Monday and Tuesday and just crashed at the misters house for the day, then on Wednesday morning I had a free so went to see the mister again.. then on Friday, decided to skip Food&Hospitality and went to the misters house.. again. Saw a lot of him this week.. everytime I saw him he was playing World of Warcraft LOL I love watching him rage.. its hilarious :D

Uyen&Nhee's 17th






Karina's 18th






Karina's was fun. It took Julie and I like fuckn an hour to get there though.. we got lost. LOL I wasn't doing a good job of navigating ==" We had to make several phone calls.. it was scary. The roads had no street lights, it was like the beginning of a slashing horror film D: But we made it at the end and the kababs made up for it. They were cranking! There was also a giant bonfire, that was pretty cool too. For the first time I actually enjoyed toasted marshmellows LOL I got kinda worried abt the hygiene.. someone gave me a stick that was off the ground to toast my marshmellow ==" Everytime I went to toast my marshmellow, the heat would get to me before it got to my marshmellow D: and and I actually wore JEANS and a JUMPER to the party! That my friend, it a first. And of course I didn't like it, I felt restricted and everytime i sat down, my bum-crack got exposed LOL And, my canvas shoes got thrashed.. they''re no longer white :( I missed out on the birthday cake but either way, it was a good night.

Now, must start on my Media Studies /sighs
LIVE LONG AND PROSPER, xx