come on barbie, lets go party!

YAY IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY! and and the last day of JULY. this week flew by oh so quickly, i'm so glad that i dont have to face my winter uniform for the next 2 days :) i got told off for the length of my skirt this morning, i have mine sitting above my knee. sounds like 'skank' material but personally, it's more comfortable that way as i do a fair amount of walking every morning and arvo, and i hate walking around with my skirt hitting my knee.. it's kinda irritating D:

i got bored when i got home after school so i made a nutella sandwich and settled down for a few episodes of How I Met Your Mother and Gossip Girl. yeah i'm a nut when it gets to old stuff, i rather sit around and watch old movies/series than watch what's really showing out there. but seriously man, i'd give away my beloved bed for the Gossip Girl wardrobe ;D and yes, my bed means a lot to me! LOL meh's i'm still in love with Blair's blazer in episode 7 of season 1 ♥

i got the rest of retreat photos off Julie's and Uyen's usbs today, pretty sweet (Y) i have this fulleh shick surfing photo and it's pretty fly. i love it :D

SURF'S UP! LOL x)

painted my nails today in english. Lauren's fuschia pink nail polish (Y) my barbie nails D: yeah my nails look fake and shit, but theyre 100% real ;D so proud. my nails only started to grow last year! i take pictures of my left hand because it looks better as it was painted by my right hand.. i need more practise with my left hand :)

you know you love me, xoxo

baby, i'm so torn apart

Missing. by xLadyDaisyx

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/sighs feeling very distressed atm. i miss my best friend and my old best friend. i miss being able to talk to them for hrs and hrs everyday without having silent moments, and with them understanding every single word that comes out of my mouth. i miss being able to make them smile and laugh with their eyes squinting together. i've moved these two people into my 'best friends' list as it felt like the level of trust and friendship was unbeatable, it felt like we could rule the world. i now sit here by myself, knowing that my 'best friends' have faded away; have taken a different path instead of sharing the same one with me. all there is left are footprints and a shitload of misunderstanding.

"i swear i wake up, baby thinking that i see your face.. everyday, i feel like i'm falling apart"

i miss Duymy. i dont have a category for him as i am extremely unsure of what he is to me. i dont know what happened to us, i wouldnt say our relationship was strong as a rock. but what i felt for him, was irreplaceable. i know i may not make any sense atm, but bear with me. it's been almost 2 months since we went on a 'break'. i do believe they are a waste of time, NEVER GO ON ONE! i made a mistake at the beginning by calling on one. we went for a week without talking and i couldnt handle it anymore, i had to call it off after. they say 'the couple that fights the most, loves each other the most'. we argued practically 5/7 days a week, and look where we are. i hate how i may act like i dont care anymore but inside i just crash and burn.. as long as he's happy.

other than all this depression talk. my father shoved two oranges in his jacket yesterday to make them seem like 'boobs' to cheer up my nephew :D it was pretty sweet (Y)

atm, madly in love with this song: Tim Benson - Meet Me Halfway ♥

you know you love me, xoxo

sizzling sausages

HAPPY MOTHERFUCKN SEXTEENTH UYEN&NHEE HOANG! I LOVE YOU GUYS HEAPS x)

you silly sausage!

school is fair torture, school's been a tad lazy for me. for the past few months, i dont think ive have a full five day school week. something's always going on that has made me miss out on school. but this week, it's a full week of school for me. also topping it off, i plan to head to school on the saturday (yeah.. stfu! :D) and make soup for homeless peeps and help out at night time for multicultural night. yeahs, this term i plan to get 'involved more' ^o) no, i'm not trying suck up for a better report! LOL i just feel that i can do better with my life, i wanna do something new.. somethign that would probs make me feel better. i've tried to burn out the shit that i dont need in my life and have adapted to different beliefs and RAHRAHRAH. no i'm not drunk D: i just really dont want to go to school tomorrow, been feeling a tad strange after retreat.

i should upload some images of Uyen&Nhee's 16th last saturday :) it was semi-formal, sorry guys. i shouldve came in a dress.. well i was planning to make one, BUT UYEN DIDNT GET ME A GARBAGE BAG! D; i rocked up in a Plume white singlet, Trinity striped shorts, Edc Espirit blazer/jacket and Now @ Kmart points (THEY WERE 12$ MAN! BARGAIN! HOLLAH!)

"baby meet me halfway, dont leave my heart hanging on the line.."

you know you love me, xoxo

meet me halfway

i think i'm starting to binge blog. like i leave DOUCHE&GOOB (yeah the names a tad whacked, i'll rant abt it one day) lying around for a few days cuz i ceeeebs, then i feel uber bad and blog all this random shit. well i just had yr11 retreat on thursday and friday. they were pretty sad days, tears and anger rahrahrah. it was fuck cold too.. i actually packed a heater though.. IT WAS NOT A WASTE OF SPACE! :D it came in handy (Y) but gyeahs.. it was good to get some time to catch up with the girlies :) i love you guys ♥

as you can see, my hair is purple :) mehs, it's fading so badly. its not suppose to though, its fading so much. like straight after ONE WASH! so queer, but ima gonna get my sister to dye it again for me.. hopefully she would :D i also painted my nails today, a deep metallic red.. I LOVE IT! Revlon.. something. i'll check it out later. ceebs going downstairs D: got bored yesterday so i started photo-whoring, yeah i'm sad :P mehs, going through a purple and red fetish.

douchey pose but i felt like being a turd. what i wore on friday night: Dotti off shoulder top, ValleyGirl gypsy pants, flogged belt and I Love Billy gold flats (not pictured)

went out for dinner before at the Revolving Restaurant. MEGA DISAPPOINTMENT! sounds flashy, it was fair shit. BUT the only good thing was .. THE OYSTERS! i didnt take pictures of them cuz like.. i was bloody hungry. man, im an oyster fan.. I LOVE MY SEAFOOD ;D there was this one, where they topped it off ith melted cheese.. AND AND theer was the raw one, with the island sauce and salmon on top.. OH MAN! a dozen for abt 34$ or so. kinda $$ but worth it! :D

you know you love me, xoxo

zoom zoom

my new love, the 2009 Bugatti Veyron 16.4 Grand Sport :) he's a smexy babe, and he's too fast too furious, just like myself. fastest car in the world /sighs love at first sight ♥♥♥ sadly, the vehicle is priced at.. wait for it.. 2.5MILLION OR ABOVE.

school tomorrow =\ i'm gonna try hard this term. get my shit done, eat more healthy and sleep like a bitch :D 40hr famine is coming up soon. im gonna do that, give up food for 40hrs (Y) did it in yr eight and wanted to shoot myself. was soo tiring D: mehs, ive been having all nighters all week, man.. i have to face my enemy later. the 6.40am alarm!

you know you love me, xoxo

dance and drinks

The Drunk Kids - Gullible

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uyen and nhee's last night was off tap (Y) a shitload of screaming, dancing, alki, good food, flashing lights, glowsticks, photo-whoring and music. just what i needed before school started! LOL came home with a hammering headache and a weak sense of direction, and in order to prevent myself from chucking up, i hit the sheets :D snoozed til 4am and could not go back to sleep, nor did i have the energy to do anything else. it was soo bad though, cuz i still had my make up on AND i could not brush my teeth due to my headache! EUGH oh btw, UYEN HOANG WAS OFF HER FACE! gosh i love drunk and not emotional Uyen H. LOL i hate emotional drunks, always crying abt bullshit ==' photo's of the party shall be uploaded soon.

woke up smelling like a bottle of Smirnoff and looking like an emo cuz my eyeliner smudged! LMFAO i cleaned myself up and had a shower. then headed off to town D: with the family. i was stuck in the kid's car and was tortured by the constant screaming :( after town, we made a pit stop at my brother's half finished house.. in, wait for it.. BURTON! no offense to burton people who may read this. man, seriously. what's funny is that, it's the ONLY two-storey house in his area. and even funnier is that, because their still building it, a lot of ppl in his area throws rocks or whatevers at the house to break the windows.. expressing 'jealousy' or 'anger' that my brother decided to build a two-storey house in their one-storey area. ROFL!

i am so greatful that i do not have school tomorrow :) im still fuck tired from the weekend. oh, i rolled on random's lawn many times last night, that was on my to-do list (Y) i hope the yr12s at Blackfriars study hard and pass their exams this week :)

you know you love me, xoxo

5 mins

yesterday, Thursday was proberly the best day out of the holidays for me. just hanged out at home and did my moutain load of laundry. then in the arvo decided to go shopping with my sister in law. we dont get along, she's the physco bitch. i'm just the crazy bitch :) we went to her friend's hair salon thing and got our eyebrows done. SHE SPENT 30MINS ON MY EYEBROWS! seriously. ive been goign to Essential Beauty for ages and they take ten mins. but honestly, it was worth it. they goood pretty good, shame i have small eyes =\ after that, we crashed Harbor Town. i managed to spot some bargains :) i dont think im gonna waste my dsh on branded items. i dont feel like paying 50-70$ bucks for a tee like i did back then, seriously. it's not worth it anymore (Y)

1) coat @ Sparkles (yeah i know, dodgey store) but it was 20$? who could say no!? i'm a sucker for bargains :)

2) cropped side-zipper jacket @ Portmans. 130$ down to 40$ HOW CAN YOU SAY NO! D:

3) Dotti striped oversized v-neck/off-shoulder top @ Portmans. i love stripes, like seriously, i really do :D

after Harbor Town, sister dropped me off at tutor and i waited for my brother to bring my books. TUTOR WAS SO COLD! seriously. in the arvo it was sunny, so i grabbed my shorts and jacket, then bams. 6oclock it hit like minus 15degrees or something D: after tutor i made a stop at Phee's party. seriously, the party on the go. i attended a party for 5 mins, and i didnt just stand around and act liek furniture, i made use of my 5 mins.

vee's 5 mins @ Phees:

- hugs

- caught up with a friend

- socialised

- alki (mixed by joey)

- photo-whored

- more hugs :)

rofl, thats what ppl do at parties, i just crammed it all into 5 mins :D WAIT! FUCK, I DIDNT DANCE AND SCREAM! i kinda raised my voice? lol aww =\ but mehs. it was pretty good. heard everyone got kicked out at 10.30 cuz some people broke the toilet/bathroom door, but gyeahs. good work Phee ;D

tipsy Joey & i

anyhoo, today i had an orthodontist appointment. they shoved play-dough-like material into my mouth, took heaps of photos and measured my teeth. the silly indian woman stuffed up my xrays and i think the machinery gave me a headache after D: had AB for lunch today, FOR THE FIRST TIME! it was mind-blowing stuff. narhs, joking.. it was kinda.. plain? i dont know. i imagined it to be better? /shrugs it was on my list of things to do, crossed it off ;D the rest of the night was a dud. got a haircut ad ceeebs taking a photo of it. sister screwed it up anyways =\ i always get a headache after she cuts my hair D:

you know you love me, xoxo

yellow

"what hurts the most was being so close, and having so much to say, and watching you walk away"

Cascada - What Hurts the Most

so i have an underwear fetish. my underwear choice is based on my mood, i dont just pick it out from the pile. overall i have a lingerie fetish, it's my cure for when im depressed. all different coloured lingerie, A MOTHERFUCKEN RAINBOW! :D am browsing through the Pleasure State Couture rage, the models look hot and hungry at the same time ;) i do mean hungry for food btw D:

Abella

Ever After

Fayette

so was going through other random shiz and came across these babies :) THEY ARE HAWT HAWT HAWT! i love them(Y)

Nike Transformers Sneakers, inspired by Optimus Prime :D

have been working on my photo wall, got a shitload of new photos developed and needed to replace some on my wall. so gyeahs, its finally filled up.. well kinda. stupid brothers DIY aircon project.. my power socket thing is just hanging out D: and i could actually fit another row of landscape photos under it.. but mehs.. cuz its on an angle, it's looks douche-like :(

my wall made Joey's jaw drop :)

you know you love me, xoxo

pitta patta

heavy rain struck adelaide today. there was hail everywhere this morning. i got caught in the rain; mom made me go around to look for a pair of gardening scissors. i went to the shed and looked, suddenly heavy rain poored down. and because the shed was surrounded with dirt/mud, i didnt bother to run back to the house. so i was trapped in the shed.. for about 30 mins with my two dogs. Bubbie & Mimi :) i hate rain. i really do.. its hard to sleep when it rains, its hard to go out when it rains, its hard to keep your hairstyle when it rains, its hard to dress for rainy weather.. LET THERE BE LIGHT! i want my summer days back =\ rain is so depressing.

oh and btw. MY MOTHERFUCKEN NAIL BROKE! my right pinkie.. my longest nail. SNAPPED OFF IN THE SHOWER TODAY! ==' it looks uber odd.. cuz im not allowed to cut my nails this yr. so i cnt cut the other fingers to make it looks even :( was jamming to some oldschool Michael Jackson hits on the car before, my brother and i, yelling at the top of our lungs to Beat it! i only love the song because its in my favourite movie, ZOOLANDER! ;D ;D

BLUE STEEL

"I'm pretty sure there's a lot more to life than being really, really, ridiculously good looking"

you know you love me, xoxo