He ate my heart and then he ate my brain

If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
LMFAOOO! Nguyen²
Were you happy when you woke up today?
Kinda, the mister woke me up to turn off the alarm.. it wouldn't turn off =="
When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Like two hours ago, to my uncle. We're going to Medicare tomorrow (Y)
Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
Narh, don't think so. Well the chick at the bank was kind of bitchy, but mehs
What's a fact about the last person who text messaged you?
Hieu - She's just a tad under 150cm :)
Want someone back in your life?
Yes. There is more than one person :(
What are you excited for?
Hieu's 18th! WE GON' GET OUR FREAK ONNNN! LOL
What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
LOL! My finger, was picking something out of my braces :D
Are you scared to fall in love?
Mehs, love is love. So what if you fall and end up getting hurt, just get back up. You ain't no Humpty Dumpty bullshit!
Is there something you want to tell someone?
UYEN HOANG - Justin Bieber brings all the girls to the yard, and they're like "CAN YOU EVEN GET HARD?!" ROFL
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Shan, Hieu and Joanne @ the World Vision convention
Is it easy to make you cry?
Chyeahs, I cry when I get frustrated.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Sure do, way more comfortable than women's clothes =="
When is your next road trip?
/shrugs
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
I used to.
What’s your 3rd text say?
Hieu after watching the last episode of season 3 Gossip Girl - WHAT THE FUCK!? !@?*& SHIT OH MY GOD!! Did NOT see that coming, Fuck! No way!? MOTHERCHUCKER! Is there more to come :O I want to cry now. No way..
Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
Chyeah, back in the days when I could talk for ages LOL
Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Yeahs :)
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
Not really. I dont make a sound when I laugh, it'll just look like I opened my mouth lol
Do you remember who you liked in 7th grade?
Sure do, he's a little feral now LOL
What time did you wake up this morning?
6.45am then fell asleep again, so 8.02am
What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Watched Gossip Girl and listened to music
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Yerps but I reckon they're like the fuckn coolest kid on the block :D LOL jk, SUCK MY WANG, HOMO!
Do you like to cuddle?
A lil' spoonin' and forkin' doesn't hurt anyone ;D
What do you hear?
Lady Gaga ♥
Liked someone older than you?
I don't dig younger guys D:
Any apologies from anyone recently?
Nope, but I did not too long before mmms
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Cindy? LOLLER COASTER! Hell no, she's my lesbian partner ;)
Can you make a dollar in change right now?
Sorry brah, I've only got a fiddy dollah bill!
Have you ever kissed more than one person in 24 hours?
Yerps.
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Boil water, I cn't drink cold water.. it hurts my teeth :(
When was the last time you cried?
Like an hour ago.
Last person you drove with in a car?
Momma and Pappa bear (Y)
What did you last buy?
This month's issue of Cosmo and Twix
Do you like Chinese food?
DO I? DOOOOOO I? HONEY CHICKAN IS DA SHIEEETTTTT!
Plans for tomorrow?
School, Medicare, phone call to Centrelink, sleep.
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.. I got stuck =="
What are you wearing on your feet?
Socks :)
When was the last time you were told you were cute?
WHAT THE FOK?
Did you have a good day yesterday?
Yeah I did actually! Shogun was the highlight of the day LOL
What color shirt are you wearing?
Purple
Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yeah, during physics last year :D
Will this weekend be a good one?
Don't think so.. mmms
Who hugged you last?
Mmms, it was soo long ago since I got a hug so I don't know? lol
Is there one place you'd like to visit?
Tokyo.. DRIFT DRIFT DRIFT!
Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?
CHYEAH BOY! Optimus Prime, my number one ♥
What is something you disliked about your day?
The fact that I didn't find my purse and didnt have anything to do during my frees =="
How much cash do you have on you?
50.90$
If you could say something to someone without saying a name?
Yo' momma's chest hairs.
What's your current desktop picture?

Besides this, what are you doing?
Facebooking, Design theory homework lol
Are you easy to get along with?
Depends on my mood :)
When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
I'm heartless.
Do you miss the way things used to be?
Fuck yes! Them days were the best..
Most memorable thing that happened to you last summer?
Tho Nguyen ♥

Stole this quiz off Sandy&Ann's blog, S&A :)
Been feeling quite down lately, I don't know what's up. mmmms

just shoot me

did i ever tell you that i absolutely hate my birthday? why? because every year that i become older, i get treated more like a prisoner. everyone makes mistakes, yet when i make them.. its like i murdered someone, the blood is still on my hands? everyone turns their back on me and refuses to trust me ever again..

i came home late today, 20 mins later than usual time. i blame the new bus route time table, the bus took forever to come. got into the house and my sister in law questions why i was late, i tell her the bus. as i walk up the stairs, she rants on about how i'm always lying? IM LYING? she rants on about how i'm always lying and thinking that shes stupid. i never lied to her. it takes fuckn years to get home, we've been through this before.

i've been down with a really sore throat and have been coughing a lot, i wouldnt call it a cold though. either way, thats been killing me. i get home, coughing liek a mad bitch, i then get accused of doing somethign that i didnt do, and get this.. /drum roll. I GET KICKED OUT OF THE HOUSE (Y) oh man, hands down it sucks to be me. so atm, i'm to finish yr eleven and then to move out.

i know my life may not be the worse at the moment, as there are other kids out there suffering from all different types of problems. but out of all the people that i know, my life would have to win the gold medal for beiing the biggest lump of shit. what pisses me off if that i get no say in anything, i have no time to explain nor does anyone bother to listen..

life is unfair ayes? i honestly can not put up with any of this. whenever i mention to anyone that i live away from my parents, with my siblings. they get hell jump and their faces fill with envy. complimenting on how lucky i am to be away from my parents and to be living in such a 'high class' area. its not, not when youre sister in law's a raging bitch with a aborignal spear up her fat ass.

oh my fuckn god. if i didnt have a soar throat and my voice was perfectly normal, i would stand at my balcony and yell at my fuckn drungo neighbor.. HE'S GOING OFF WITH HIS DRUMSET AGAIN! YOU CNT BLOODY PLAY YOU MORON =='

fuckn devo.

this shit is bananas

one look in your eyes
i knew we two would always be together
.. and there are three little words that say it all
i love you.

Burn The Sun by burcindrummer; Deviantart

i went to a funeral yesterday. mom thought it'd be a positive thing to let me experience a tragedy like this. i have been through a lot, but it guess it doesnt end up being as bad as a life being lost. the woman that passed away was 80 years old. her husband sat in a wheel chair, left hand holding onto his oldest son's hand whiles right hand whipping every tear that fell from his sore eyes. may you rest in peace..

"Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today." - James Dean 

i havent been feeling the greatest these days. but then again, when do i ever feel 'great'? i find it soo hard to cope with such problems and to make matters worse, i cnt find the right person to talk to. however once i do, they dont really have the time to stay and play. /sighs i guess i should really drop the whole, 'try to find someone to talk to about my issues' thing. everyone's busy in their own little world, and me pouring out stories abt my life isnt gonna make their life any easier. the last thing i'd want to do is to make anyone's life a living hell, not unless they've made my life unbearable.

Alone by lorelix04; Deviantart

got my swine flu vacination today, i enjoyed everybit of it :) i actually love injections! lol the indian bastard didnt give me a fuckn bandaid.. and when i asked for one he ignored me. zzz heaps good aye (Y)

party like a rockstar, xoxo

hang my heart on the clothes line

first of all, GG TO THE ONES WHO GET HAYFEVER IN SPRING! LOL winter finally ended and the sun's out ;D the Royal Adelaide Show is starting this friday. and for the first time in many years, i dont think im gonna go this year. why? its sad, but i honestly do not have anyone to go with. oh, i feel lonely! (and Thuong, dw. i know you love me  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥ i love you long time) but i dont feel so bummed about it. for some reason this year, i wasnt as excited for it as i was last year :( 

well my nephew did the most horrible thing to me today. when i got home from my moms, i went straight upstairs to have a shower. my nephew was trying to call me down for dinner, but i couldnt hear him.. so he went upstairs. he looked for me and now, at the age of 2.. he can reach and turn door handles. so i was in the nude, in the shower cubical.. and my toddler nephew opens the door wide open and screams.. VEE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? D: 

been in a grumpy mood, havent exactly found the right person to talk to. pms ==' everything feels awkward and uneasy. i do wish everything went back to the way it was last year.. when there was less drama, more laughter and love all around. 

you know you love me, xoxo

damn, you's a sexy bitch

"she's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before

nothing you can compare to your neighborhood whore

i'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful"

David Guetta ft. Akon - Sexy Bitch ♥

gyeahs, been a bit lazy, devo and sick to blog. as mentioned before, i got hit by a stomach virus last week, AND NOW IM ON TOP OF THE WORLD AGAIN! LOL horrible morning today, i missplaced my tie and only had ten mins to get ready AND Baker's Delight didnt have my beloved scone =\ school was a drag and mehs. i hated todays weather, loud thunder and rain :(

well last night was amusing. a friend of mine had posted "kids the days are backwards, hookups before relationships" which i found quite irritating. cuz well, she kind of has no rights to be calling these kids 'backwards' just cuz they choose to hook up before starting a relationship, you feel me? so i commented "haha, but isnt that the fun part abt being a teen?" meaning, teens can get away with it, its a part of growing up and all. one of this girl's friend calls me a 'slert' for saying so. MEGA LOL! farkk man, keyboard warrior much? ROFLMFAO ;D this chick who called me a 'slert' reckons it's way more fun getting drunk and rolling on the floor! i'm laughing at you sweetie, not with you :D

below is a photo of my Pollution poster for Religion, my left ring finger and Pac Man cookies that i baked on the weekend (FAIL). MY NAIL BROKE! IT WAS MY LONGEST NAIL TOO D; devooooooo. oh and pairs of jeans that i have bought.. in my mind. in reality, i can not afford them. they're all 200$+ =\ i'm loving bleached and ripped styles ;D ;D

you know you love me, xoxo

it's one thing to say, another thing to do

i was looking forward to a fresh start to August. there's nothing special abt the 8th month of corse, it's just.. i got sick of July? LOL well gyeahs i thought it started off good. the 'ex - boyfriend' and i got back together. we were on a long period break and we TRIED to patch it up.

i thought everything was going well, i thought my world was be built once again.. until 6 hrs later, when everything came crashing down. i was actually looking forward to this, giving what we had another go, "we'll try to make it work". that line made me believe so, gave me hope. i got told that "we should just be friends". HANDS DOWN, THAT LINE FUCKN HURTS! it really hurts.. today was suppose to be our '16 months' (Y)

was going through a folder of photos of him and i, came across this.

made it in mid December 2008

i ended up making a phonecall to one of my closest friends and balling my eyes out. probs the first time i've done that to anyone, and i do hope i never have to >:( love hurts, it's a tad overrated. saying 'i love you' to someone and actually loving someone are two different things.

other than that, i took my little cousins to town today. took them to Morning Glory for sticker photos and down rundle street for some food and gelati :D and then we did a bit of shopping at Diva :) yeah, i felt the need to buy headbands /shrugs im glad i could spend a day with them, they get on my nerves but they're good kids. yeah we found this stall which was selling these awesome potatoe things.. THEY HAD CHEESE ON THEM! THEY WERE KILLAHHH! ;D

yeah, stfu D: my scanner died >:(

after coming home from town, the family decided to go out for dinner at some whackoo chinese restaurant. i dont eat pork or duck, so i just sat around flipping through chinese magazines whiles drinking tea! shouldve flicked my pinkie up (Y) LOL well anyhoo, when we were getting into the car:

vee: aunty, did you fart? it smells funky.. =="

aunty: .. no? .. BUT I NEED TO FART NOW

/lifts up bum and presses it against vee's leg
vee: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ..
/FARTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
aunty: dw, my farts never smell
vee: ==" (Y)

mehs, maths studies test tomorrow, i've been too devo to study =\ mehs. shall find a way to past :D

you know you love me, xoxo

baby, i'm so torn apart

Missing. by xLadyDaisyx

Deviantart.com

/sighs feeling very distressed atm. i miss my best friend and my old best friend. i miss being able to talk to them for hrs and hrs everyday without having silent moments, and with them understanding every single word that comes out of my mouth. i miss being able to make them smile and laugh with their eyes squinting together. i've moved these two people into my 'best friends' list as it felt like the level of trust and friendship was unbeatable, it felt like we could rule the world. i now sit here by myself, knowing that my 'best friends' have faded away; have taken a different path instead of sharing the same one with me. all there is left are footprints and a shitload of misunderstanding.

"i swear i wake up, baby thinking that i see your face.. everyday, i feel like i'm falling apart"

i miss Duymy. i dont have a category for him as i am extremely unsure of what he is to me. i dont know what happened to us, i wouldnt say our relationship was strong as a rock. but what i felt for him, was irreplaceable. i know i may not make any sense atm, but bear with me. it's been almost 2 months since we went on a 'break'. i do believe they are a waste of time, NEVER GO ON ONE! i made a mistake at the beginning by calling on one. we went for a week without talking and i couldnt handle it anymore, i had to call it off after. they say 'the couple that fights the most, loves each other the most'. we argued practically 5/7 days a week, and look where we are. i hate how i may act like i dont care anymore but inside i just crash and burn.. as long as he's happy.

other than all this depression talk. my father shoved two oranges in his jacket yesterday to make them seem like 'boobs' to cheer up my nephew :D it was pretty sweet (Y)

atm, madly in love with this song: Tim Benson - Meet Me Halfway ♥

you know you love me, xoxo

pitta patta

heavy rain struck adelaide today. there was hail everywhere this morning. i got caught in the rain; mom made me go around to look for a pair of gardening scissors. i went to the shed and looked, suddenly heavy rain poored down. and because the shed was surrounded with dirt/mud, i didnt bother to run back to the house. so i was trapped in the shed.. for about 30 mins with my two dogs. Bubbie & Mimi :) i hate rain. i really do.. its hard to sleep when it rains, its hard to go out when it rains, its hard to keep your hairstyle when it rains, its hard to dress for rainy weather.. LET THERE BE LIGHT! i want my summer days back =\ rain is so depressing.

oh and btw. MY MOTHERFUCKEN NAIL BROKE! my right pinkie.. my longest nail. SNAPPED OFF IN THE SHOWER TODAY! ==' it looks uber odd.. cuz im not allowed to cut my nails this yr. so i cnt cut the other fingers to make it looks even :( was jamming to some oldschool Michael Jackson hits on the car before, my brother and i, yelling at the top of our lungs to Beat it! i only love the song because its in my favourite movie, ZOOLANDER! ;D ;D

BLUE STEEL

"I'm pretty sure there's a lot more to life than being really, really, ridiculously good looking"

you know you love me, xoxo