light it up like dynamite

Today was Friday the 13th mmms, I took some precaution and didn't go to school lol I swear, I have a bad feeling about them stairs that I take every morning to get to my homeroom D: They just look so freaken dangerous! Anyhoo, like every other day that I skipped school, I hung out with my beloved boyfriend.

I had a fair good day today :) The mister and I had a full lazy day, stayed in bed all morning watching Simpsons and taking turns falling asleep in each others arms (corny aye! /shakes lol) and then we got hungry to we went to the local supermarket and bought celery and peanut butter and ate that for lunch :D Doesn't sound very appealing does it? if you've never tried it, TRY IT! I guarantee you, you won't regret a thing. It'll taste weird at first.. but you'll get hooked. It was the first time eating it for my boyfriend, his facial reaction was hilarious at first.. then he pretty much finished off the jar of peanut butter!



After, we decided to go to Glenelg to get some gelati but when we got there, I had a craving for chips. We bought chips at Souvlaki Brothers, BEST CHIPS EVER! and and guess what? I LOST MY GLENELG JETTY WALK VIRGINITY! Chyeah, the mister called it that. I've never actually set foot on the Glenelg jetty before so today I did it today, shocking aye? crazy. LOL Then we went to town and just stayed around there, shopped and just walked around. Caught up with my wonderful bestfriend and did more shopping.. window shopping. I'm broke as a joke at the moment, NINJA NEEDS TO FIND A FREAKEN JOB! :(

Overall, I had a fair chilled day. I havent had such a good day since ages, probs sound corny and gonna make you wanna puke but it was all thanks to my boyfriend ♥



That's all I really wanted to share today, kinda pointless but yeah LOL xx

we have to take our clothes off, we have to party all night

5 weeks of school has past and I have not done jackshit ==" NOOOO MOTIVATIONNNNNN! sigh soo all last week, I've been running around worrying about my food&hospitality assignment; come up with a desert and main+salad and make it with a partner. Julie and I made 'Cheesecake Brownies'+white chocolate strawberries and oysters+greek salad. The brownies were edible but still a fail, they came out too dry and the chocolate burnt D: BUT the white chocolate strawberries were ORGASMIC! no joke, those who haven't not tried it, buy a box of strawberries (medium sized, not too big) and some white cooking chocolate; melt the chocolate, dip the strawberries in and leave aside to set. Do multiple layers of chocolate because it'll just go transparent, you;ll know what I'm on about when you make it (Y) The oysters+greek salad was fair alright, was disappointed with the size of the oysters.. THE WERE THE SIZE OF YOUR BIG TOE! HORRIBLE.

Weekend has been fair alright, did not go out. Sister-in-laws becoming a grumpy caveman again, she's been giving me attitude all weekend zzz Saturday morning; volleyball game.. PISSED THE FUCK OUT OF ME! Some of the girls came late and we had to forfeit. FUCKKKAAAA YOOOOOOOU! D: The crashed at the mister's house then went home, chilled, then the childhood bestfriend came over, then the mister came over.. then my whole family came over. Good old bonding time (Y) LOL Spent the rest of the night just gossiping and catching up over some Cadbury Rocky Road :D Received a phonecall at like 3am, don't you just hate it when you find out that your ex is running around town acting like a tough cunt :) douche!
4 MORE WEEKS TIL HOLIDAYS :) xx

now jump up, lets go crazy

deep apologies for not commiting to this blog, havent been home enough to blog on a regular basis. holidays have just ended and the last term of yr eleven is at it's beginning. yesterday was the first day of the term and for some reason, it felt like it was mid-term. weather was terrible and nothing new happened. holidays were a blur, didnt get up to much. the break began with lunch with the ex (which was mega awkward) and concluded with an 18th birthday party. 

10oct09; ANDREW & TAI'S JOINT 18TH
i cant remember much. everyone kept saying i disappeared, and there is a large extent of random photos which i do not remember taking. music could've been a tad better but it was a good way to end the holidays :) it was funny coming to school and listening to stories about me from my friends. apparently i was chasing after a car, and i'm an annoying drunk. LOL happy effin birthday boys, love you guys xoxo

today, a friend came and picked me up and we crashed at his house. we just chilled, watch youtube clips and caught up. his friends ended up driving me home, they smoked the whole way ==' so i came home smelling like a ciggie and lynx! LOL /shakes

party like a rockstar, xoxo

baby, i'm so torn apart

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/sighs feeling very distressed atm. i miss my best friend and my old best friend. i miss being able to talk to them for hrs and hrs everyday without having silent moments, and with them understanding every single word that comes out of my mouth. i miss being able to make them smile and laugh with their eyes squinting together. i've moved these two people into my 'best friends' list as it felt like the level of trust and friendship was unbeatable, it felt like we could rule the world. i now sit here by myself, knowing that my 'best friends' have faded away; have taken a different path instead of sharing the same one with me. all there is left are footprints and a shitload of misunderstanding.

"i swear i wake up, baby thinking that i see your face.. everyday, i feel like i'm falling apart"

i miss Duymy. i dont have a category for him as i am extremely unsure of what he is to me. i dont know what happened to us, i wouldnt say our relationship was strong as a rock. but what i felt for him, was irreplaceable. i know i may not make any sense atm, but bear with me. it's been almost 2 months since we went on a 'break'. i do believe they are a waste of time, NEVER GO ON ONE! i made a mistake at the beginning by calling on one. we went for a week without talking and i couldnt handle it anymore, i had to call it off after. they say 'the couple that fights the most, loves each other the most'. we argued practically 5/7 days a week, and look where we are. i hate how i may act like i dont care anymore but inside i just crash and burn.. as long as he's happy.

other than all this depression talk. my father shoved two oranges in his jacket yesterday to make them seem like 'boobs' to cheer up my nephew :D it was pretty sweet (Y)

atm, madly in love with this song: Tim Benson - Meet Me Halfway ♥

you know you love me, xoxo