dance in the dark

People come and go throughout our lives, some enter without a warning and others exit louder than a Lady Gaga concert. Most leave an impression or a memory, some just leave with our time and effort that we'll never be able to get back. Some may come back and change our world, some may come back to cut us ever so deeply. But the best people in our lives are those who show up unexpectedly with a grin and a helping hand, those who can understand, and those who can give good hugs :)

this shit is bananas

one look in your eyes
i knew we two would always be together
.. and there are three little words that say it all
i love you.

Burn The Sun by burcindrummer; Deviantart

i went to a funeral yesterday. mom thought it'd be a positive thing to let me experience a tragedy like this. i have been through a lot, but it guess it doesnt end up being as bad as a life being lost. the woman that passed away was 80 years old. her husband sat in a wheel chair, left hand holding onto his oldest son's hand whiles right hand whipping every tear that fell from his sore eyes. may you rest in peace..

"Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today." - James Dean 

i havent been feeling the greatest these days. but then again, when do i ever feel 'great'? i find it soo hard to cope with such problems and to make matters worse, i cnt find the right person to talk to. however once i do, they dont really have the time to stay and play. /sighs i guess i should really drop the whole, 'try to find someone to talk to about my issues' thing. everyone's busy in their own little world, and me pouring out stories abt my life isnt gonna make their life any easier. the last thing i'd want to do is to make anyone's life a living hell, not unless they've made my life unbearable.

Alone by lorelix04; Deviantart

got my swine flu vacination today, i enjoyed everybit of it :) i actually love injections! lol the indian bastard didnt give me a fuckn bandaid.. and when i asked for one he ignored me. zzz heaps good aye (Y)

party like a rockstar, xoxo

my smile is tattooed

mehs. weekends didnt start off so well, and yeah i do count Friday as a part of the weekends. i usually love Fridays but last Friday was the most homo-est day that i've ever experienced.

DID YOU JUST SHOVE A HANDFUL OF LAXATIVES UP YOUR ASS? WHY THE FUCK IS THERE SO MUCH SHIT COMING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH!?

have you ever been the subject of a bitch fest? when a certain group of people have nothing positive to say about you behind your back? and mostly when those who have said negative things happen to be your so called 'friends'? haha. the life of a girl, i guess. being a girl is probably the most painfullest thing ever. being a girl, you get exposed to all sorts of negative bullshit in the world. nothing's ever fair, but i do believe.. life's too short to be worrying abt the people who bitch about you. agree or disagree? LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. 

Friday arvo, i attened my school's Visual Arts Showcase. the work was fair good and i could sense there was a lot of competition. but but.. GUESS WHO WON FIRST PLACE FOR SENIOR ART ANNDDD DESIGN?! /grins. HAHA! it was pretty shocking, honestly.. i didn't think i would win anything that night. but GYEAH BABY! ;D ;D prize? 2 20$ vouchers to Angus and Robertson.. which is kind of inconvienient because i dont exactly buy books.. nor read! might use it to buy the hardcorver set of the Twilight Saga! ROFL 

Friday night i went to see Adelaide United vs. Melbourne Victory with some friends from another school. it was my first time, overall.. i dont even follow soccer/football or any sport at all! i got pulled into this outta random. it was fun though, something new.. a little strange but still civilised ==' LOL Melb. Victory won by 2-0. my friends went for Melb. so i just joined in /shrugs we stood right at the front of the stand so the view was fair good but it sucked because everytime Melb. scored a goal, all the men ripped off their tops and went wild.. there were snail trails and beer everywhere D: oh and GUESS WHAT!? i'm in the game's youtube clip :) /proud face. HAHAHAHA! hell funny shit, my friend pointed it out. i wore a fluoro orange shirt (Y)  

the chants were incredibly strange but bloody catchy! LOL TITS OUT FOR THE BOYS! SAY TITS OUT FOR THE BOYS! JUMP FOR MELBOURNE VICTORY, OLE OLE! FUCK OFF UNITED! /CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP and then there was this long one about your mom's your dad and your dad's your mom and something something Adelaide scums /shrugs 

oh yeah. my art assignment for the past term. we've been carving out this hebrew stone thing. theme: mother and child. mehs my sculpture cracked and pieces broke off many times.. PVA glue has been my saviour. gosh i hate 3D work! lol note: my eyes are gone! LOL

party like a rockstar, xoxo

dance like there's nothing wrong

setting up for the Visual Arts Showcase which is taking place on Friday :)

my mind has been a tad blurry. i find myself extremely tired and lazy these days. weather has been horrible, some days the sun would be out and everything would be lit with the sunlight and then theres days like today, where the sun would be covered by the thick grey clouds and water droplets would fall. eugh 

have you ever sat down and reflected abt what you've done during the past few years? have you realised all the mistakes you've made and all the people you've hurt along the way? yeah although it is true, live life with no regrets and maybe it is true that whatever that you've done in the past few years, made who you are today. do you ever wish that you could turn back time and fix everything that went wrong? whatever comes around, goes around and everything does happen for a reason. whatever that happens in our lives sometimes just doesnt make sense. /shakes 

party like a rockstar, xoxo 

brown m&ms

i once read somewhere that you're suppose to make a wish if you see the time 11:11. it's probs been a whole year.. nearly every night i have been wishing for the same thing over and over again.. wishing very hard for something to stay the way it is.. for the love and happiness to stay where it is and for time to stop.. love on the other hand is such a overrated word. it's used for all purposes and has so many meanings. i for one, use the word 'love' more than the word 'like'. often ranting on abt how i love this certain someone or something so much.. love does hurt though. i hate that i love 'love' :)

i spent my tuesday bored as fuck. i awoke at 11am swearing at myself for sleeping so much. i hate sleeping in.. cuz time flies.. and if i was to sleep until 1-2pm.. there goes half of my day? i hate wasting time.. even though most of the time theres barely anything to do. hrms. confusing aye? lol my report was suppose to come through today.. i waited and waited. and then went to the mailbox.. it wasnt there. then it hit me.. BAMS! IT GOT SENT TO MY PARENTS HOUSE! FUCK ME. hopefully no one opens it ==' i didnt exactly do my best and i'll probs be getting my first D or E this time! LOL

itunes: Thanh Bui - Mirror Mirror (it's half viet&english. it's killeh man :D)

mood: confused, frustrated, down, empty

from saturday night @ Semaphore; welcome to the good life. i felt like a drunk that night.. but all i drank was a shitload of lemon and lime Solo! LOL

'i dont know' seems to be the answer to every question these days. i dont know what i'm doing with my life anymore.. i have no goals and no ideas. no inspiration or motivation. i'm an emo child (Y) i hate winter with a passion.

you know you love me, xoxo