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today must've the best day so far. i didnt have to vaccum and i got to open a shit load of stock and seciruty tag them. i like security tagging things.. feels cool :) like piercing through garmets witht he pointy end and clicking the other end on :D :D pretty cool clothes.. the leather jackets smelt like balloons though D:

today's outfit was plain and block coloured compared to yesterdays.. patterns and pictures (Y). black an navy were the main colours, featuring grey/silver. a black playsuit worn over navy stockings, finished off with a thin cropped elbow length cardi and a silver long chained necklace. choice of shoes was better today, Regatta black bow points. still hurts my feet though.. i think my feet hates shoes! or shoes just hate my feet. either way.. BLAHS.

bad picture but gyeahs /shrugs was balancing on the bench thing.. skillful shit mate! LOL

purchased some red stockings today for $6.95 CAN YOU SAY BARGAIN!? LOLOL and gyeahs. thinking of colour bocking it again tomorrow, but i dont know yet. the drugged mind of the 16 yr old girl shall express itself tomorro morning. i'm dead tired =\ i missed out on OLSH musical cause my brother came home late and it was kinda too late :( rahrahrah long as story which i ceeebs typing. well i think its time to hit the sheets.. last day or work ex tomorrow :D YAY! i just hope tomorrow's a good day.

you know you love me, xoxo

dead and gone

it's been three days and i'm wiped. all i've been doing is vaccuming, dusting, folding jeans, sorting out coat hangers, swaping coat hangers, more dusting, sorting out shoe boxes, re-stocking, check shit if they have tags or prices on them, security tagging and pricing shit which dont have them and more vaccuming. i'm so tired and bored with what im doing. i came home with a pounding headache, nothing to eat and complete silence in the house. it was cold and i felt like throwing up. i still do.. but mom made me eat. so i have to kinda give it time.. before i hit the sheets again. i dont remember the last time i was sick.. this is just minor anyway.. but seriously. i feel like i can just roll over and stop breathing.. im exhausted, tired and sore D:

today's outfit was under the influence of lack of sleep and the drugged mind of a sixteen year old. my uber small eyes made it hard to find my way around.. my room's a total chaos. my bed's taken over by a mixture of un-satisfying clothes and clothes that have been worn for the past three days (including today). i've been a lazy motherfucker and have not been bothered to put anything back into my wardrobe. my remaining floorspace is covered in shoes, undies and more clothing. i seriously need to do something about this mess =\

welcome to the good life (Y)

gyeahs, if you havnt worked it out, my bed&table is located in the middle of my room :)

my bed, probs gonna push everything to the left and sleep on the right

the drugged mind of the sixteen year old thought it would 'fulleh shick' to pull out the zebra tights.. again. teamed with a black halter-neck vest over a flowy pastel blue violet printed singlet, complimented with a long chained silver necklace. the lack of sleep chose to complete the outfit by pulling over a trench-feel jacket. choice of shoes seemed like a good idea at the time; Adidas Superstars. i chose to wear it this morning because they've been sitting there for over a yr and have only been worn 2-3 times. gosh, now i remember why i dont wear them a lot. the back of the sneaker rubs aganist the back of my foot and kinda stratches the skin off.. making it sting like a bitch. but today.. it went extreme and MADE THE BACK OF MY FOOT BLEED! what made it worse was no one i knew had bandaids ==' my shoes hate me.

shoe-less is the way to go

seriously. gotta admit the tights are pretty fly :)

yeah i'm a whore, a cam-whore.

had KFC for lunch with Julie and managed to squeeze some shopping into the short one-hr lunch that is given. went to Live and spotted a Plume singlet with a sick graphic on it (Y) and a black over-sized MinkPink tee. oh yeah, when Julie and i were in KFC, some old guy walked in a bought large chips, then half way walking out, he stoped and was like.. 'FUCK YOU ALL!' and walked out. i just LMFAO, seriously, what a faggot. and some bogan cuntface chased around a pigeon with a ciggie in one hand and a chip in the other. poor pigeon, i usually hate birds but mehs.. poor thing must've hurt itself and couldnt fly away =\ life's a bitch.

bad photography but gyeahs, the graphic is pretty sick :D

holidays are two days away. two days away from.. a complete mystery. i actually have not made plans these holidays. nor do i want to.. i havnt really put much thought into it.. i dont want to either. holidays are like.. homo. i actually like school. alright.. i want to slap myself for typing that D: been listening to some akon-wannabe song on repeat that Sinh sent me, it's actually enjoyable! lol and i have this thing for red clothing now.. its random.

itunes: IYAZ - Replay

mood: I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK EX TOMORROW! sick, dirty, lazy, emo

you know you love me, xoxo

the getaway plan

it's been a tough week; full of screaming, tears and late mornings. i've become a deafie and can hardly hear my annoying alarm anymore D: therefore making me have to wait for the bathroom and missing the 225 bus. the 224 is such a turd in the morning.. full of the most annoy people and is the longest ride ever. i've also managed to sell all of my fundraising chocolates for St Vinnies :) i had 9 left and mom bought them all.. my mom's all abt raising money for the less fortunate (Y) i was counting the money before and came across a five dollar note with a speech bubble coming from i think.. Queen Elizabeth's mouth. oh it was terrific :D LOL

"I like it in the arse" ROFL ROFL ROFL :D

the weekend is over and i've spent it in the comfort of my own home, doing nothing. i watched Transformer ONE on saturday and i now am obsessed and also have the urge to stab myself for not watching it earlier! i saw a truck and opened my mouth and screamed OPTIMUS PRIME! D: also watched Confessions of a Shopaholic, which i would give a 6.5/10. its one of them movies where you would watch once.. but wouldnt want to watch it again for a very long time. and Marley & Me, 8.5/10. kinda draggy and long.. but i balled my eyes out when Marley died =\

hrms. work experience this week at Miss Gladys Sym Choon :) i am so not ready for it. i have no motivation like i did a whole 2 weeks ago and i have no clothes to wear! LOL i went to kfc to get lunch with a friend today and i pulled out my oldschool green FCUK flats back in 2007. i only wore them for 15mins and i came home with blisters ==' i now remember why i dont wear them anymore! LOLOL owned.

i've been pretty devo, i miss my 2008. when all my friends were a second family to me, when my boyfriend and i were 'happily together', when there wasnt so many family issues and when my skin wasnt so bad =\ 2009 is a dud.. and i hate everybit of it. i miss my old friends and my boyfriend and my family. i hate all this competition and arguements, swearing and anger. i miss laughing heaps and 'deep and meaningful' talks, i miss the late nights on the phone and the karaoke sessions. all are memories now.. /sighs

you once told me that you wanted to be the one who would put everything back together if my life was falling apart. eversince you left, my life came crashing down.. where are you?

you know you love me, xoxo