dead and gone

it's been three days and i'm wiped. all i've been doing is vaccuming, dusting, folding jeans, sorting out coat hangers, swaping coat hangers, more dusting, sorting out shoe boxes, re-stocking, check shit if they have tags or prices on them, security tagging and pricing shit which dont have them and more vaccuming. i'm so tired and bored with what im doing. i came home with a pounding headache, nothing to eat and complete silence in the house. it was cold and i felt like throwing up. i still do.. but mom made me eat. so i have to kinda give it time.. before i hit the sheets again. i dont remember the last time i was sick.. this is just minor anyway.. but seriously. i feel like i can just roll over and stop breathing.. im exhausted, tired and sore D:

today's outfit was under the influence of lack of sleep and the drugged mind of a sixteen year old. my uber small eyes made it hard to find my way around.. my room's a total chaos. my bed's taken over by a mixture of un-satisfying clothes and clothes that have been worn for the past three days (including today). i've been a lazy motherfucker and have not been bothered to put anything back into my wardrobe. my remaining floorspace is covered in shoes, undies and more clothing. i seriously need to do something about this mess =\

welcome to the good life (Y)

gyeahs, if you havnt worked it out, my bed&table is located in the middle of my room :)

my bed, probs gonna push everything to the left and sleep on the right

the drugged mind of the sixteen year old thought it would 'fulleh shick' to pull out the zebra tights.. again. teamed with a black halter-neck vest over a flowy pastel blue violet printed singlet, complimented with a long chained silver necklace. the lack of sleep chose to complete the outfit by pulling over a trench-feel jacket. choice of shoes seemed like a good idea at the time; Adidas Superstars. i chose to wear it this morning because they've been sitting there for over a yr and have only been worn 2-3 times. gosh, now i remember why i dont wear them a lot. the back of the sneaker rubs aganist the back of my foot and kinda stratches the skin off.. making it sting like a bitch. but today.. it went extreme and MADE THE BACK OF MY FOOT BLEED! what made it worse was no one i knew had bandaids ==' my shoes hate me.

shoe-less is the way to go

seriously. gotta admit the tights are pretty fly :)

yeah i'm a whore, a cam-whore.

had KFC for lunch with Julie and managed to squeeze some shopping into the short one-hr lunch that is given. went to Live and spotted a Plume singlet with a sick graphic on it (Y) and a black over-sized MinkPink tee. oh yeah, when Julie and i were in KFC, some old guy walked in a bought large chips, then half way walking out, he stoped and was like.. 'FUCK YOU ALL!' and walked out. i just LMFAO, seriously, what a faggot. and some bogan cuntface chased around a pigeon with a ciggie in one hand and a chip in the other. poor pigeon, i usually hate birds but mehs.. poor thing must've hurt itself and couldnt fly away =\ life's a bitch.

bad photography but gyeahs, the graphic is pretty sick :D

holidays are two days away. two days away from.. a complete mystery. i actually have not made plans these holidays. nor do i want to.. i havnt really put much thought into it.. i dont want to either. holidays are like.. homo. i actually like school. alright.. i want to slap myself for typing that D: been listening to some akon-wannabe song on repeat that Sinh sent me, it's actually enjoyable! lol and i have this thing for red clothing now.. its random.

itunes: IYAZ - Replay

mood: I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK EX TOMORROW! sick, dirty, lazy, emo

you know you love me, xoxo

the love game

so it's nearly been a week since i last posted. that's probs the longest i've gone :) anyways. it has been a hektic week. long weekend was a dud, on monday i hanged out out with my bestie from blacks then wondered off to mom's and then took my cousins to their swimming lesson at Parafield swimming centre D: i pissed myself laughing when my 10 year old cousin ran towards the side of her pool, hands busy with flippers and a drink bottle. then suddenly PLONK! her drink bottle fell into the water and just bobbed on the surface, she jst slumped down onto the floor hopelessly and watched her bottle float away slowly.. OH IT WAS FUNNY! LOL

btw, HOW HOT IS THIS TU TU!? zomg. it's love.

Maurie and Eve Tutu with tail - 134.99$ @ LAX

price tag is ridiculous, i could probs make something like it..

HOLIDAY PROJECTS!

i just love this photo altogether (:

zzz. i really hate this double spacing thing! its annoying.

i only had two days of school this week :D OH CUZ I'M TOO COOL FOR SCHOOL! monday public holiday, tuesday school, wednesday school but i didnt need to attend any lessons cuz i was painting the sets for the school musical (WHICH IS HAPPENING SOON), thursday school and friday 'study day' preperation for exams. wednesday was also a casual day, it was painful trying to pick out what to wear. the weather was cold and irritating. i ended up rocking up to school in ZEBRA PRINTED TIGHTS, an old pinkish Zoo York jumper and striped canvas Zu shoes. it took a lot of guts to get out on the house in them, i've never worn tights as pants. im aganist it, but it only applies black cotton tights or the ones with the lace on the bottom D: got onto the bus and Hieu pissed herself. she could not stop laughing nor looking at them. THEY WERE ANKLE FREEZERS! what a coincidence too, zebra tights and the word ZOO on my jumper :D they were cool alright. i liked my tights very much! my mommy bought them for me.


vee: so ellie, do you plan to have kids.
ellie: yeah but not out of my vagina..
vee: eugh. D:

btw.. HAPPY MOTHERFUCKN BIRTHDAY TO TAI PIE AND TRUNG BUNG! for today. and and HAPPY MOTHERFUCKN BIRTHDAY TO XENIA-MUSHROOM! for tomorrow :) love you guys heaps and heaps ;D ;D

XENIA BAKANYOZO :) fuckn gorgeous sweetheart!

i had a swearing frenzy at school on today. i got caught swearing so many times and my art teacher made me apologise to the class about my behaviour. suck shit! I WASNT SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID! NEHS! LMFAOOO i only swore cuz i was stressing over design and Adobe Photoshop got really confusing D: after school, Eric dropped me off and i then realised i didnt have the keys, turned out and he was gone. so i had to sit in front of my house and wait for my sister or brother to come home, they both decided to come home late ==' it got really cold, i was out there from 4 to 5.40pm. there were loud frog noises and i started tripping out, a lump of dirt caught my attention as it looked like a frog! so i got up and sat near it, then i went back to where i was. it wasnt a frog D: haha and on the way home, Hieu and i were dicussing about bonfires on beaches and i saw an image of toasting marshmellows.. which then lead to a movie where a girl flinged her toasted marshmellow around cuz it caught on fire and it landed somewhere and melted something.. which then made me piss myself cuz then i saw an image of a blow up doll with her mouth open, flinging a flaming marshmellow around. I DONT KNOW MAN! DONT ASK WHY OR HOW! all i know was that i found it fuckn hilarious! and if you were able to watch what i was imagining, you wouldve pissed yourself too! blow up dolls are fuckn scary D:

the weekend is near (Y)
catch ya later alligator, xoxo