now jump up, lets go crazy

deep apologies for not commiting to this blog, havent been home enough to blog on a regular basis. holidays have just ended and the last term of yr eleven is at it's beginning. yesterday was the first day of the term and for some reason, it felt like it was mid-term. weather was terrible and nothing new happened. holidays were a blur, didnt get up to much. the break began with lunch with the ex (which was mega awkward) and concluded with an 18th birthday party. 

10oct09; ANDREW & TAI'S JOINT 18TH
i cant remember much. everyone kept saying i disappeared, and there is a large extent of random photos which i do not remember taking. music could've been a tad better but it was a good way to end the holidays :) it was funny coming to school and listening to stories about me from my friends. apparently i was chasing after a car, and i'm an annoying drunk. LOL happy effin birthday boys, love you guys xoxo

today, a friend came and picked me up and we crashed at his house. we just chilled, watch youtube clips and caught up. his friends ended up driving me home, they smoked the whole way ==' so i came home smelling like a ciggie and lynx! LOL /shakes

party like a rockstar, xoxo

this shit is bananas

one look in your eyes
i knew we two would always be together
.. and there are three little words that say it all
i love you.

Burn The Sun by burcindrummer; Deviantart

i went to a funeral yesterday. mom thought it'd be a positive thing to let me experience a tragedy like this. i have been through a lot, but it guess it doesnt end up being as bad as a life being lost. the woman that passed away was 80 years old. her husband sat in a wheel chair, left hand holding onto his oldest son's hand whiles right hand whipping every tear that fell from his sore eyes. may you rest in peace..

"Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today." - James Dean 

i havent been feeling the greatest these days. but then again, when do i ever feel 'great'? i find it soo hard to cope with such problems and to make matters worse, i cnt find the right person to talk to. however once i do, they dont really have the time to stay and play. /sighs i guess i should really drop the whole, 'try to find someone to talk to about my issues' thing. everyone's busy in their own little world, and me pouring out stories abt my life isnt gonna make their life any easier. the last thing i'd want to do is to make anyone's life a living hell, not unless they've made my life unbearable.

Alone by lorelix04; Deviantart

got my swine flu vacination today, i enjoyed everybit of it :) i actually love injections! lol the indian bastard didnt give me a fuckn bandaid.. and when i asked for one he ignored me. zzz heaps good aye (Y)

party like a rockstar, xoxo

my best friend's girl

awesome movie. I LOVE THE PART WHEN DUSTIN SHAVES OFF HIS EYEBROWS! LMFAOOOOO ;D ;D definately recommended to those who have not seen it.

if youre sitting there asking; WHAT SERTT ABOUT? so theres this guy, Dustin whose in love with this girl, Alexis. Dustin has a best friend, Tank. other guys come to see Tank when their girlfriend's have just broken up with them. Tank's job is to go out with the guys' girlfriend and act liek a total asshole so that the girl would realise that their 'ex' was the one or something like that. then rahrahrah they hook up again. so then, Alexis brakes up with Dustin and Dustin then asks help from Tank.. gyeahs. ill just stop there cuz thats for me to know and for you to find out ;D ;D yeah crummy outline but you get the picture :P

tonight i went out with some friends to town. did some window shopping and then headed to Empire to play pool. i havent been in exactly 2 years and tonight, i got thrashed! LOL owned to the bone. oh man, im not tryna be cocky. not saying that i was pro or something, im just saying that before.. at least i could aim. my first hit.. i made the white ball fly off the table. /shakes after that. i kept hitting nothing.. EVEN WHEN THE BALL WAS RIGHT NEXT TO THE HOLE. i still missed =\ horrible, i need more practise.

other than that, LOOK HOW ADORABLE THIS FRYING PAN IS! 

anyhoo, weekend is here! no difference for me. i'll just be at home watching movies and looking after children. did have plans, but they've been taken over by my part-time babysitting/childcare job! LOL 

party like a rockstar, xoxo